It annoys me that I can’t seem to post when things are horrible around here. I used to find journaling cathartic. Now I can feel so many things bottling up inside of me and I have trouble giving myself “permission” to write them down.

My family (extended, not Dave and the kids) is driving me insane. We’ve lost a dear member to death, my parents are so ill, and my grandmother has been mostly lost to us as well, since the grief seems to have broken her link with reality.

So, since I can’t seem to write honestly about what I’m feeling at the moment, I’ll blather about incidentals.

I’m drowning myself in Josh Groban music at the moment. He has such an amazing voice. And, if nothing more, it’s good for my Italian. My favorite song at the moment is Gira con Me….Wander with me.

HOLY SHITE! My inlaws just walked through the door unannounced. Oh boy, the fun begins.

~L